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drugs are the way to go

>>10188
i've been doing that and they don't really help. maybe i need to get on different drugs

>>10189
you just want to kill yerself kuz of drugs, get off themdrugs, go sober!

>>10190
ive been trying to but sobriety always makes me feel like i'm going insane after a couple weeks or so. being on drugs doesn't really help my suicidality but it does make me feel less like a mental patient. ive been off them for like 2 weeks now and i feel like ive lost the ability to feel anything at all.

>>10186 (OP) 
You could try challenging yourself with all sorts of disciplinary activities. This could probably help you reprogram your brain back into your slave and then you can command it to stop being depressed

>>10191
do aderall, don't abuse, just do

>>10192
i'll give this a shot
>>10193
makes me feel unfathomably empty at therapeutic doses

I read this thread and it seems like the problem is that you're a drug addict. Unfortunate.

>>10195
finally yer saying something reasonable

The weak breeze whispers nothing
The water screams sublime
His feet shift, teeter-totter
Deep breath, stand back, it’s time

Toes untouch the overpass
Soon he’s water bound
Eyes locked shut but peek to see
The view from halfway down

A little wind, a summer sun
A river rich and regal
A flood of fond endorphins
Brings a calm that knows no equal

You’re flying now
You see things much more clear than from the ground
It’s all okay, it would be
Were you not now halfway down

Thrash to break from gravity
What now could slow the drop
All I’d give for toes to touch
The safety back at top

But this is it, the deed is done
Silence drowns the sound
Before I leaped I should’ve seen
The view from halfway down

I really should’ve thought about
The view from halfway down

I wish I could’ve known about
The view from halfway down

>>10186 (OP) 
You gotta outlive your enemies

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>>10186 (OP) 
i dont know. i hope you dont kill yourself. but i dont think i can stop myself anymore.