No.2823
Sometimes. I haven't felt anything in a month or one and a half. It's not loneliness. It's void. Can't explain. I'm not human now.
No.2826
>>2821Disappear as in offline?
>>2823I can relate. I oscillate between emptiness a lot and it can be very frustrating for those around me. I know they mean well but I wish I just had some emotional space.
No.2827
>>2824I'll be your friend.
No.2828
I am fulfilled in my marital relationship but I need some more local friends to hang out with definitely
No.2829
>>2827that's nice of you to say. I do have some good long-time online friends, but nobody to hang out with in-person
No.2830
Marzichan meetup WHEN.
No.2833
>>2830right here
right now
No.2834
>>2830>>2833marzimeet 2025
we will be getting the pumpkin pizzas
No.2835
just a Marisa looking for my reimu
No.2837
>>2819No, and I wouldn't care even if I was
No.2840
>>2839that's nice, good work nonny! my coworkers are all older, but we get along pretty decently. I'm in contact with my family, but we've never been close. not doing so hot outside of that, though I'm very thankful for my netfriends
No.2841
i just wish i spent more time with my gf. overnight work shifts fucking suck
i was gonna tell one of my supervisors about my notice but im a little too anxious and braintired to do that. maybe monday.......................................................................................................................
No.2842
>>2841I'm sure you know what you're doing, just be careful about jumping ship before you have another opportunity lined up, it can be a bit scary...
No.2843
>>2842thanks nonny... you guys are my real friends :)
No.2844
>>2826>I can relate.Got some internet friends? I've none.
No.2845
lonelis should get a pet
No.2848
>>2845a pet only makes it worse dummy
No.2849
>>2848what do you mean? how?
No.2850
>>2845I think interacting with a pet would be nice, but it's different than another person, of course. I don't really feel ready or interested in taking on the responsibility of caring for a pet right now, tbh. but it's been a long time since I got to hang out with a pet, even somebody else's
No.2851
>>2850>>2664 is calling and ur not gonna pick up..?
No.2852
>>2851waahhh, it's true, I like cats...
as a kid our family had a cat that I would pet, play with, lay with, etc - it was a long time ago, but I remember it being nice. unfortunately, when it passed away, we got a new cat that ended up being very touch-averse. it won't scratch or hiss or anything aggressive like that, but if you try to pet it, it just sort of walks away, and it never brushes up against people or sits on laps or anything :(
No.2853
No, I just hate myself desu
No.2854
>>2853aw, I'm sorry nonny :(
No.2855
>>2852Ahaha, funny, we recently got a cat that's touch-averse too. She usually swipes or lightly bites you if you pet her for more than a few seconds... She really likes this one fuzzy blanket that we have and she loves to make biscuits on it. She was cuddling with me a lot this morning actually, with her sleeping on my arm. It felt nice
No.2856
>>2855But that being said, it's pretty frustrating at times. It sucks that I can't cuddle with my animals at a moment's notice. I was able to do it with my late dog despite him being a very grumpy old man.
No.2859
>>2856>But that being said, it's pretty frustrating at timesyeah, especially if they swipe or bite... it sounds like they're not totally unreceptive, at least
No.2861
>>2860black cats are so cool