Don't you ever find yourself getting infatuated with someone, and then when you think about it, it doesn't really make any sense?
it's just your mind playing tricks on you because of fear, loneliness, insecurity, or something like that?
>How?
I think I’m in a post-limerence phase since I haven’t seen this girl in a year, but sometimes I still find myself dwelling on her. At least I don’t have dreams about her or anything like that anymore (happy in dream, sad and start to cry when i wake up... maybe is just stress and the wake up cortisol).
time to time i talk to her via whattsapp and sometimes i truly believe she can be open if i asking her hang out, but I've never done this before, and I know it's going to go wrong in every way (there's a history here and maybe i liked her back in time but i know now there's just dust maybe)
She will go from this city next year.